It's not often that I speak like that, so I hope you will enjoy these few words ;)
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Not easy to know who I am
For many years I lived without thinking too much...
I wasn't out to the others...
I made some effort to correct this problem...
Lately, I thought that it I was resolved....but I recently show that it's not !
Monday, 7th April, 2008, you came to me speak for the first time...
Over the day, we learned to know each other, and linkages are created between us...
We found between us plenty of things in common...
You made me discover feelings who was unknown of me and in whom I didn't want to believe...
You made me addict to you, and It did not happen one second without I think of you...
You have fought for me and you've given up some things
You ended up blowing my "little shell" ^ ^
My life took an entirely different meaning and we were promised to a beautiful future...
However, in this cursed week-end, everything is to go of fault...
Previous Friday you gave me a kiss, and I'm flying ! ....Until my shoulder breaks ^^
Here, I had to go to emergencies, and you were there to support me...
But The next day, I was completely lost, tired, had fallen again into the problems who had haunted me during years...
I had the impression not to know any more in I was there, that I did not know any more whom I was...
...And you believed that I was ashamed of you...that my feelings to you did not exist any more...
At this moment, I am fallen from a heigh...
Days passed, and the situation did not arrange : you had lost my confidence, and I was too much lost to know what to make...
That has finished some days later...to not become crazy and to concentrated me on my bac, I preferred to choose the solution of ease, by rejecting you and by folding up me on myself...
Sorry to have hurt you...
With hindsight, I wonder if it was the best solution...
Nowadays, I believe to know that you preferred to pass in the other thing...I don't know if our roads will re-cross themselves in the future, but I wanted that you know that you will stay forever in my heart, you made me discover what was to love somebody...I regret profoundly that that was not to work...
We became again simple "friend" - at least it is what I believe - and I hope not to lose sight of you...
I just want you to find (finally) happiness...
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...Sorry Princess...
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Not easy to know who I am
For many years I lived without thinking too much...
I wasn't out to the others...
I made some effort to correct this problem...
Lately, I thought that it I was resolved....but I recently show that it's not !
Monday, 7th April, 2008, you came to me speak for the first time...
Over the day, we learned to know each other, and linkages are created between us...
We found between us plenty of things in common...
You made me discover feelings who was unknown of me and in whom I didn't want to believe...
You made me addict to you, and It did not happen one second without I think of you...
You have fought for me and you've given up some things
You ended up blowing my "little shell" ^ ^
My life took an entirely different meaning and we were promised to a beautiful future...
However, in this cursed week-end, everything is to go of fault...
Previous Friday you gave me a kiss, and I'm flying ! ....Until my shoulder breaks ^^
Here, I had to go to emergencies, and you were there to support me...
But The next day, I was completely lost, tired, had fallen again into the problems who had haunted me during years...
I had the impression not to know any more in I was there, that I did not know any more whom I was...
...And you believed that I was ashamed of you...that my feelings to you did not exist any more...
At this moment, I am fallen from a heigh...
Days passed, and the situation did not arrange : you had lost my confidence, and I was too much lost to know what to make...
That has finished some days later...to not become crazy and to concentrated me on my bac, I preferred to choose the solution of ease, by rejecting you and by folding up me on myself...
Sorry to have hurt you...
With hindsight, I wonder if it was the best solution...
Nowadays, I believe to know that you preferred to pass in the other thing...I don't know if our roads will re-cross themselves in the future, but I wanted that you know that you will stay forever in my heart, you made me discover what was to love somebody...I regret profoundly that that was not to work...
We became again simple "friend" - at least it is what I believe - and I hope not to lose sight of you...
I just want you to find (finally) happiness...
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...Sorry Princess...
